Jealous

I look around me at work, whether it be patients or coworkers and I can’t help but be jealous. Most everyone is either happily married or in a happy and steady relationship. Even idiot coworker is. Their parents are all together, been together, and happy too. Why can’t my life be like that? Then again, it’s probably this same way of thinking that will doom me no matter what I do. That comparing to unrealistic ideals. Hollywood ideals. But no! It’s not like I’m comparing to movies, I’m comparing to real people here. I do know everyone has their struggles but guhhhh. Bluh. I’m just being impatient again. Always so impatient. Stop comparing to other people. I am so much more blessed than I realize. At least my health is great, my loved ones are alive, I have a good job and I’m not bankrupt.

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